Unspoken thoughts, words i never said. All those things I always thought only stayed inside my head. Pointless or worth while, no matter what they were. They were only left unspoken, therefore the situation could not differ. I hate you or I love you could make a state so clear, but my mind clogs all these thoughts and all It does is tear. Piece by piece, thought by thought, my brain only suffers like it was taught. Used to the pain, I put a pon myself, I rip out my heart and put it on a shelf. High up above where no one can reach, you see I’m not worth the struggle, and I’m not about to preach. Explain to you all the reasons I’m worthy, for if you don’t see them, then you don’t deserve me. I put myself out further and further everyday, only hoping that you’ll see me, make me feel like I’m okay. What is okay? What is perfect? What is good? All of these words are constantly misunderstood. By me, myself, and I those words only seem a lie. Because no matter how hard you try, okay perfect and good, those words are just used in ways they never should. Not okay, not perfect, not good ENOUGH for what? You can try and try and try still your mouth will only get shut. By someone who is “better” smarter, sweeter, kind. But the thing that you don’t know about them, is their state of mind. Back to those words, okay, perfect, or good. You aren’t the only one, almost everyone is misunderstood.
